I Broke My Promise...

I said no blogging for 4 whole days... But I broke my promise... Or rather my resolution. Well, I just couldn't help myself from logging on to the Internet. Afterall, I have to check my daily e-mails, otherwise my mailbox will be flooded, right? =) Haha. I will try harder next time.
So, today I finally finished my minutes for LTB after procrastinating for like 1 month? Sorry, guys from Tri-Circle, I was really busy. It felt good to finally have done something that I constantly have to remind myself to do. Also, I studied for my FA! Did some questions from the textbook though there were no answers to check... Actually, I really like FA. At least it is logical and Mathematical. Maybe I should switch to Accountancy... That's what my Dad wanted me to do in the first. But if I do, there will be 2 accountants in the family! Sorry sis... We will have to compete for the rice bowl next time.
I am soooo tempted to go shopping... Retail therapy. Nothing beats the joy of shopping though I always feel guilty after buying so much stuff. I really spent alot this year... Ever since I started working, I have been spending and spending... Even after I stopped working, I have also been spending and spending... Hmmm... What should I do? I simply LOVE to shop. I will definitely be going shopping on Saturday, after FA Mid-Term. I am dying to buy that $139 blue Mango jacket, even though I have already got the one in pink. It's cool! I hope I will be the only one in SMU to wear that jacket. So far, I am the only one... Don't copy me, please! Heehee... I also want to buy that blue top that I saw at Topshop last time... Costs $30+, if I didn't recall wrongly. And that sandals I saw at French Connection... It's unique, but costs $80 which I feel is a little too expensive for a pair of sandals... Hmmm... Should I or should I not? Dilemma.
Tomorrow will be another long day. Communications class tomorrow. It is a total waste of time... That useless Prof and TA... Sorry if you are reading this. But I certainly think that I have learnt nothing from Communications class at all. Waste of my time and money.
Okay, I will stop blogging for now... I will try not to blog tomorrow... Study for my FA... Study, study...

My shagged day...

I'm damn tired today... Well, I woke up at 8.15am so as to go to Dover Park Hospice for community service. It was a really sad day. 2 of the patients in the ward we visited last Friday passed away over the weekend. =( It's really disheartening to hear that. Hope that things will be alright at least until Wish Upon A Star is over.
After the hospice visit, I went to Suntec City to do some shopping for Wish Upon A Star. Had lunch with Ben, Shing Lei and Vanessa. They are really funny! I didn't know that the impression that I gave to people was that I was those type of girls who braid people's hair and listens to boyband. In short, I am the ultimate girlish girl! I am not... There is the masculine side of me which you guys have not seen in me, yet. Haha...
I wasn't feeling my best today... I was totally shagged from my lack of sleep and my gastric pain. It was excruciating. Even after I ate the sausage bread and coffee. I wanted to start studying for my Financial Accounting but the pain was simply unbearable. =( I really want to sit down and start studying because I have been slacking for the past few days. Sleeping, loittering about... Doing unproductive stuff basically. I can't seem to concentrate. Everytime I sit down to study, I will be tempted by my laptop. My laptop is my BIGGEST distraction. I just can't seem to control myself. Okie, I have a resolution for myself: To shut down my laptop and lock it in the bag! No more laptop, at least until Saturday, after FA Mid-Term... This means no blogging for 4 whole days... I will also sleep less... Stop my afternoon naps and evening naps! I sleep to much... Everybody says so... Haha... Remember in JC days, the first thing I do when I go home is to sleep... Everybody knows I love to sleep. (Look at my link address!) Remember when I was doing the one-day temp job at Causeway Point, Qimin was telling somebody, can't remember who, that after work Sindy would be going home to sleep because she had to go to work at night and I would be going home to sleep because I love to sleep. Speaking of them, I sort of miss them, the 26/02 gals... Remember we had so much fun during the JC days... Telling crappy jokes and hanging out during breaks and H&F... The crappy aerobic dance we had to do and the unstop days... Haiz... This was really the most fun period of my life despite the workload we had... Miss you, guys... Hope to meet up soon.
Okie, I shall stop now... I need to get my 8 hours of beauty sleep in order for me to start my FA revision tomorrow... and that darn Comms project... and my LTB minutes which is like 2 weeks overdue...

My First Blog!

I am bored... I really am so bored that I started a blog! Well, at least there is somewhere for me to go to when I surf the net other than SMUConnect... It's weird, penting down my thoughts for everybody to see. But, it satisfies my inner desire - to be a journalist - to write for everybody to read. Even if it doesn't make sense. I am so sick of school. But it's okay, school will be out in a week's time. Yay! I am going to use my time wisely even though I have tonnes of project datelines to meet and that darn Learning Journal for LTB. I hate SMU! But what can I do? I chose it in the first place even though it's not what I want. I am stupid... I should have done Mass Communications at NTU. That is my biggest regret in life. Sometimes I wonder what I would have been if I had done Mass Communications instead... But there is pretty much nothing I can do now.
I have been thinking alot recently. Questioning my life and who I really am. I can't say for sure that I really know myself even though I have already been me for 19 years... There are many things that I could have done and I wonder what I would have been if I had done that. Would I still be sitting here blogging my life away? Sigh. I will blog here if I ever find my answer and my identity. Okie... Now back to doing my readings for LTB... It's a long day tomorrow.